Today I was busy at home, working, when a brief pause in my day led me to start thinking about the boys.
It was about 4pm when the boys would normally be back from school. And I deeply felt their absence.
The noise, the energy. The mundane things like cooking their tea. Asking how their day’s been.
It’s the first time I’ve been upset like that for a while. First time I’ve had tears. And it comes from nowhere. Moments where you’re just sat thinking about things and then boom, it hits you.
I miss them.
Dad Mode: Half Time, Full Heart 